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[uberniftacular]

god, I hate it when this happens. this morning started out awesome...had a random warm fuzzy feeling cuz of something I read this morning...

and then this afternoon all went downhill. work sucks (I hate the new system of carts, it doesn't make SENSE!), had a fight with Bry again...

I hate having to come downstairs to eat when I've been crying. it makes it so hard to eat. and now I'm here at work...god. I hate it. I hate feeling like this.

I hate the fact that I'm too emotional all the time and I don't know how to make it stop.

The worst part about this is that when I start hating myself like this, Bry's the one I want to turn to, to be able to talk to about it, and that makes me feel better. But I feel like I can't do that this time...because just wanting to be able to talk to him is what started this fight in the first place.

and I hate that. I hate feeling so helpless.

god. I need a hug. and of course...the one person that I really need a hug from is mad at me.

Comments

*hugs*

[regenundmeer.livejournal.com]

I know the feeling all too well. Just remember - even though it sucks now, fights are normal, healthy and most importantly TEMPORARY. Things will work themselves out... The waiting sucks, but it's worth it in the end :)

I know I'm not the right person, and it's not nearly as effective but... *biiiiiiiiiig friggin' net huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugses!!!*

PS - They have a t-shirt at Target that has the French guy from Monty Python on it, and it says "I Fart In Your General Direction"... I thought of you when I saw it :)

[stevetom.livejournal.com]

at least you dont bottle it up like some people tend to do *whistles...walks away*
what loren said

[darkpoet1987.livejournal.com]

I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to blow up at you like I did. Most of it is nerves, and I really shouldn't take it out on you, but I did, and it's wrong of me. I guess even calm neutral-apathetic people lose it sometimes. I know it's happened a lot lately, but things are getting to me, and I'm going to be online when you get home so that we can work this out.

[stevetom.livejournal.com]

what? bryant mad? ive never fathomed such a thing :?

*goes about merry way*

[ghost16.livejournal.com]

I hate the new cart system too!! It's so stupid! It doesn't make any sense to me either.