I just don't know
Apr. 8th, 2004 09:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
uberniftacularis it possible to have completely fallen for 2 different guys at once? because...I think I have.
and it makes me feel so horribly fickle too. because I never see both of them at the same time, so I'll have days where I can think of nothing but one of them, and then I'll suddenly stop thinking of that one the moment I see or talk to the other. it's weird...and kinda hard to explain without using names actually.
one of them I only see at church, and he's one of the funniest kids I've ever met. he's a sophomore and doesn't go to our school, but every time I see him at church we end up having like 20-minute conversations about the most random stuff and it's insanely fun.
the other is a sophomore that goes to our school. I don't see him much cuz we don't have any classes together, and we never really talk much (we used to more back in the fall though), and he's also one of the funniest kids I've ever met.
I just can't figure this out. I like them both so much, but every time I get to thinking about one for very long, a thought of the other will cross my mind and it seriously makes me feel really guilty.
it's so confusing, and the worst part is that I'll probably never have a chance with either of them.
maybe I should just give up.
and it makes me feel so horribly fickle too. because I never see both of them at the same time, so I'll have days where I can think of nothing but one of them, and then I'll suddenly stop thinking of that one the moment I see or talk to the other. it's weird...and kinda hard to explain without using names actually.
one of them I only see at church, and he's one of the funniest kids I've ever met. he's a sophomore and doesn't go to our school, but every time I see him at church we end up having like 20-minute conversations about the most random stuff and it's insanely fun.
the other is a sophomore that goes to our school. I don't see him much cuz we don't have any classes together, and we never really talk much (we used to more back in the fall though), and he's also one of the funniest kids I've ever met.
I just can't figure this out. I like them both so much, but every time I get to thinking about one for very long, a thought of the other will cross my mind and it seriously makes me feel really guilty.
it's so confusing, and the worst part is that I'll probably never have a chance with either of them.
maybe I should just give up.
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