ahem. pardon my French, but...merde!

today...sucked. there's no other way to describe it, really. it started out pretty good, but from French class onward, it just went downhill. especially when Ricketts decided he was going to make us write a 500-700 word essay in ONE NIGHT! besides the French homework I had to do, chemistry stuff, orchestra rehearsal, and work.

yeah. I got so stressed out in English today that I definitely started crying...and barely managed to compose myself to go into the band room. this is ridiculous. I haven't embarrassed myself that much in a long time. I hate crying in public.

And then I did it again at the end of band class, because class had been immensely frustrating, and then Steve and Josh were having one of their obnoxiousness wars again (with the bell of Steve's horn about 2 feet away from my head) and I just couldn't stop myself from randomly crying again.

And now I'm exhausted and ready for sleep. Even if I didn't actually get all my homework done. Screw it, I don't care anymore.