thoughts on me
Mar. 21st, 2004 08:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
uberniftacularso here's more of my random "deep thoughts"...or in other words, I've been speding way too much time thinking about stuff lately and I need to write it down to get it out of my system.
so, thoughts about myself.
Things I don't like about me:
1. my tummy (too chubby)
2. I really think I irritate people. a lot.
3. most of the way I look. with very few exceptions.
4. I can be really boring
5. I'm not funny. I wish I was.
6. I can be really scatterbrained sometimes
7. my singing voice. it sucks. a lot.
8. I tend to babble on about absolutely nothing and end up sounding absolutely stupid when I'm trying to fill up an awkward silence
9. when I'm talking about stuff and I get excited, I tend to practically shriek whatever I'm saying
Things I like about me:
1. my eyes
2. my hair (when it behaves)
3. my taste in music
my talents:
1. falling for guys I know I have absolutely no chance with
2. playing French horn
3. using big words so nobody understands me
Things I really don't understand:
1. why the heck I've never had a boyfriend
2. why people occasionally call me pretty. I'm not.
3. why I feel no fulfillment from religion
4. why people can't see me for me, instead of just seeing me as some walking fountain of all the answers in the universe.
5. why I can't just feel good about myself
so basically, the negatives outweigh the positives. what's up with that? poo.
but it feels good to get that out in the open. somehow it's easier to put stuff like that in here than it is to talk about it to people. though of course comments are always appreciated, and probably would be helpful in cases such as this.
so, thoughts about myself.
Things I don't like about me:
1. my tummy (too chubby)
2. I really think I irritate people. a lot.
3. most of the way I look. with very few exceptions.
4. I can be really boring
5. I'm not funny. I wish I was.
6. I can be really scatterbrained sometimes
7. my singing voice. it sucks. a lot.
8. I tend to babble on about absolutely nothing and end up sounding absolutely stupid when I'm trying to fill up an awkward silence
9. when I'm talking about stuff and I get excited, I tend to practically shriek whatever I'm saying
Things I like about me:
1. my eyes
2. my hair (when it behaves)
3. my taste in music
my talents:
1. falling for guys I know I have absolutely no chance with
2. playing French horn
3. using big words so nobody understands me
Things I really don't understand:
1. why the heck I've never had a boyfriend
2. why people occasionally call me pretty. I'm not.
3. why I feel no fulfillment from religion
4. why people can't see me for me, instead of just seeing me as some walking fountain of all the answers in the universe.
5. why I can't just feel good about myself
so basically, the negatives outweigh the positives. what's up with that? poo.
but it feels good to get that out in the open. somehow it's easier to put stuff like that in here than it is to talk about it to people. though of course comments are always appreciated, and probably would be helpful in cases such as this.
