ahem. pardon my French, but...merde!

[uberniftacular]

today...sucked. there's no other way to describe it, really. it started out pretty good, but from French class onward, it just went downhill. especially when Ricketts decided he was going to make us write a 500-700 word essay in ONE NIGHT! besides the French homework I had to do, chemistry stuff, orchestra rehearsal, and work.

yeah. I got so stressed out in English today that I definitely started crying...and barely managed to compose myself to go into the band room. this is ridiculous. I haven't embarrassed myself that much in a long time. I hate crying in public.

And then I did it again at the end of band class, because class had been immensely frustrating, and then Steve and Josh were having one of their obnoxiousness wars again (with the bell of Steve's horn about 2 feet away from my head) and I just couldn't stop myself from randomly crying again.

And now I'm exhausted and ready for sleep. Even if I didn't actually get all my homework done. Screw it, I don't care anymore.

Comments

[katie92288.livejournal.com]

Jennie, I love you.

Be happy.
And if you ever just need a "im-stressed-out" hug to keep you from crying, you KNOW i'm in 6th hour with you.

<3333

[undertine.livejournal.com]

On a note about Josh, he told me that I need to play with good tone after band class.

And Steve could be louder any day, with or without good tone, just a characteristic of brass.
Sorry if I was being not fun or something when I was trying to cheer you up, but I was trying to get you to be happy. I know how it is to be stressed out.

[rachelrenecary.livejournal.com]

Jennie.. I know I've been stressing out too.. A lot of us have.. I mean I am at the point where I don't care about homework or anything anymore.. yet I still feel worried.

[thunderzach.livejournal.com]

dont sweat the public crying. and ricketts class... did i tell you i cried for him and he extended when the final papers were due by like a week for me...

Well

[darkpoet1987.livejournal.com]

Now that my head is a little cleared up, I'll leave a comment. Jennie, I've known you for a while now, and I know that you can figure your way out of nearly anything. Yes, there will be times where everything is just overwhelming, but if you talk to your teacher's about it, they will listen and give you a little extra time. If they don't, your perfectionist nature will have to take a small one for the team. That's where I come in to swoop in, give you a nice warm hug, and let you cry on my shoulder. I'll just make sure to bring an extra shirt if it's early in the morning, because wet shirts don't feel all that comfortable. In any event, I'm about to go have breakfast with you, so I'll see you then.
Love Always,
Bry