uberniftacular | (no subject)

god I wish I knew what was wrong with me...if I knew, then maybe I could fix it. But as it is, I have no idea whatsoever what's wrong with me, and it's tearing me up inside. And the worst part about it is, I feel like it's destroying my relationship with Bry, and I don't think I can handle this. I just want to fix myself, so I can patch up everything else that's being destroyed by this. If my screwed-up emotional crap ends up causing the end of me and Bry, I don't know what I'd do. Besides, obviously, take about a month and do nothing but cry, because I sure as hell wouldn't be functional enough to do anything else.