so I've been thinking lately...

it's crazy how you can have such strong feelings for someone for a long time, but then the person goes away for a year and you think you're over them. but when they come back and you hang out with them for just a few hours, everything you once felt comes rushing back in that first instant you see them.

and now, I find myself wondering how I could have ever thought I was over him. because everything came back in those few precious hours...all the feelings, all the memories, all the great times. and it's horrible, not knowing when I'm ever going to see him again.

another thing I've been thinking about lately...

it's crazy how you can become friends with someone so quickly, have a great time with them for a few hours...and then when you leave, you realize you're probably never going to see them again.

I'm just wondering what the point was of even trying to be friends, since probably nothing is ever going to come of it.