try goingg to different churches around the area. if youre not into rigid and uptight, then catholic prolly isnt the way to go. not saying catholics are bad or anything just that they are known for that sort of thing. try a pentacostal church.. that could be fun... but yeah like i said... if you dont like youre church go to a different one.. if anything go to churches your friends do so you have an excuse to tell your parents other than i dont wanna be catholic anymore